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I've see her in my dream
Before I see her for real
She make me crazy
Even I don't know who is she
She was deadly for me
But I was attracted by her
I was all hers
Even I didn't known her
My first try to talk to her
She look shy and smart
But darkness bite her hart
No one will able to love her
Then I feel that I die...
I get a brush with Death
While a brunch with Deb
I feast one's eyes on her
She invite me for a brunch
It was so dangerous
But she was like fire
The worst diner she had
She being sick all the while
I didn't know what to do
Even she said it will be fine
I Bring her back to home
Said her good night
So we split together
Without I even slept with her
And I feel that I die again...
Feel that I die again...
And I feel that I die again
I get a brush with Death
While a brunch with Deb
Now it's all finished
I'm still alone but happy
Cause I survive to her
She was too much for me
Anyway I can't believe
I will never see her again
Well, maybe at least
If I may close my eyes
When I'll die again...
I get a brush with Death
While a brunch with Deb
I get a brush with Death...
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I like you as you are
As pretty and so far
Can't believe there could be more
Than just be like we are
Without any fear or anger
Or even outside slander
How can you imagine we could love only for once?
I wonder how could we love only for once?
Then you said I'm a mistake
Reject my hart and break it
Can't believe that our uptake
Was just a simple act
Without any love or passions
Or even deeper emotions
How can you imagine we could love only for once?
I wonder how could we love only for once?
Without any fear or anger
Without outside slanders
Without any jalousie or regrets
Without asking to forget
You broke my hart unto pieces
And broke our precious peace
I tough you liked me for real
You tough I love you for real
Things can't be worst than choose
Which one of us will may die
I wish today it was me cause
I can't forget to see you die...
How can you imagine we could love only for once?
I wonder how could we love only for once?
When every time there someone that must die.
I wonder how could we love only for once?
When every time there someone that must survive.
I wonder how could we love only for once?
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We where just friends for me
Even you please me to go wild
Then you talk about children
But it's too much for me
If you want to go that way
It will be without me 'cause...
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
I don't want to destroy your feeling
But I need to protect mine
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
We pass good times together
And feel much close at the end
But we'll never live together
So why be more than just friend 'cause
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
I don't want to destroy your feeling
But I need to protect mine
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
My heart has enough suffer off
I don't want reject what you give
But there's just be more few times
Before you make me leave
Whatever it's always finish
without me anyway 'cause...
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
I don't want to destroy your feeling
But I need to protect mine
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
If you want to go that way
It will be without me 'cause...
I need much more than a feeling
I need more than just your eyes
I don't want to destroy your feeling
But I need to protect myself...
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Crazy Minds
03:37
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You’re not scared me ‘cause
At least you try your best
You're what I expected of
It looks like a dream but if I knew it
I never be with you
I hate when you hurt me,
Enjoy when you says you're wrong
Why you can't say you're sorry
You act as an angry girl
Or maybe you're just mad…
I'm just a crazy mind
Who hurt you ever what I said…
Who push you to your truth…
Who's afraid to be mad…
I'm just a crazy mind...
And suffering enough from it...
I’m just a crazy mind…
I hurt you not because I said the truth
I'm not what you expected of
It looks sometimes like a nightmare
Even you know it now
I should never be with you
I hate when I hurt you
But I’m angry when you’re wrong
Why should I say I'm sorry?
I'm just a crazy mind
Who's afraid to be sad…
Who's afraid to be mad…
Who push you to your truth…
I'm just a crazy mind
And suffering enough from it
You act as an angry girl
Or maybe you're just mad…
Maybe we're both
Crazy minds
I know I’m a crazy mind
I suffering enough from it
I know I'm a crazy mind...
We both are crazy minds
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I needed some time
To think about my life
I needed to relax
And find where I will go
Life it's not a straight line
Where we walk without fallen
When it's happen
We have to learn and still going
But now it's boring
And I need to move
I don't knowing more
But I need to go…
Somewhere else…
I thought I needed
Some time for myself
I thought it was you
So I leave you for good
I thought I never knew but
It's strange how things are
It's only in the dark
That we can see clearly the light
But now it's boring
And I need to move
I don't knowing more
But I need to go…
Somewhere else…
I'm like a minesweeper
in the desert
Creeping into the dust
Who searching for water
A better one you served me
It's time to figure out
Where I want to go and why
Cause I was blended
by my feeling…
And I become…
Someone else…
Cause I went…
Somewhere else…
And now I want…
Someone else…
Somewhere else…
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I Can't Sleep
02:26
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Awake in the middle of the night
Sleepy head, I'm still tired
Want to sleep, travel my head
But I can't, relax, close my eyes…
I can't sleep
Even my mind feeling fine
I can't sleep
Even my body goes well
I can't sleep
Even I feel relax now
I can't sleep
And I don't now why
A strange buzz selling in my ears
Every sound look higher than it should
I need silence to go away
But I can't, Rest stop thinking
I can't sleep
Even my mind feeling fine
I can't sleep
Even my body goes well
I can't sleep
Even I feel relax now
I can't sleep
And I don't now why
I can't sleep
Cause I think of you
I can sleep
Then I know why
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Pain
04:55
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Your baby dog loose her fur
You don't know what to do
So you cream her
even the blood that come out
And you don't know what else to do...
Pain...
And you cry...
Pain... And you cry...
Pain... And you're cry it out...
Your pain... And you cry...high!
Her old neighbour friend have passed away...
And his wife asked her to buy the jar
But she couldn't say she don't have the money for it
It's tomorrow his funeral, too late for turning back...
Pain...
And she cry...
Pain... And she cry...
Pain... And she's cry it out...
Her pain... And she cry...high!
And our friend almost never see his girl...
Cause he's so freaking out and pain...
And now he's fighting to see her again...
But that's making him freak out again...
Pain...
And he cry...
Pain... And he cry...
Pain... And he's cry it out...
His pain... And he cry high...
I passed the night to think about it
But couldn't cry and wanted to scream
And suffering and freaking out cause I pain...
I need to cry...
Pain...
I need to cry it out...
My pain...
But when I cry... Aye...
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My girlfriend is dead,And I just want to cry
I’m feeling alone but, don’t want to see my friends
It will one day
Stop to rain in my head
Try for once to be happy for real
Just try for once to be happy for real
Life is not always what we expected off
Things happen out of our control
I am just tired of all the dead
And see peoples fight for fun
Try for once to be happy for real
Just try for once to be happy for real
And they're joking hard and pushing others down
And everyones are laughing and applause like it's fun
What is wrong with me
Or it's all in my head
Try for once to be happy for real
Just try for once to be happy for real
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I Can't Say I Love You
02:33
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Each time I see you
I became shy
I want to see you
But run and cry...
I can’t say I Love you ‘cause
I’m afraid to loose you
My fear control my mind
I wish to die...
First time I saw you
I could not believe in
When you talked to me
I thought it was a joke
Cause’…
I can’t say I Love you ‘cause
I’m afraid to loose you
My fear control my mind
I wish to die...
One day I wish to tell you
That I love you
Hope it will come out
Tell me it’s not too late…
I Couldn’t say I Loved You
Cause’ I was afraid to loose you
My fear controlled my mind
And I wished to die
So please tell me you love me
Even It’s just like a friend
I feel like if I loose you
I could die…
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Are You The One ?
02:41
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We passed some good moments
I thought you were the one
But there's something doesn't fit
We passed so much time together
That I can not figure out
Why I leave you
Why I couldn’t forget
Your beautiful name
Are you the one I've dream of?
Are you the one I loved too much?
Now I'm alone I can’t understand
Help me to pass through it…
We meet again
I thought you were the one
But I didn't know if I was right
Hope, tell me the truth this time
I can’t say you were that bad
Why I leave you
Why I couldn’t forget
Your beautiful name
Are you the one I've dream of?
Are you the one I loved too much?
Now I'm alone I can’t understand
Help me to pass through it…
Are You The One?
Are you the one I’ve seen in dream?
Are you the one who keep me alive?
Are you the one I've dream of?
Are you the one I loved too much?
Are You The One?
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We meet for a while now but
You try to connect with me
We're about to know it now
If you can listen for real
I told you all once but you
Ain't catch even the base of it...
So you're asking me again...
What's in your head now...
And I'm asking to myself...
What's in your head now...
And they're asking to us now...
What's in our head now...
Talk to one and other since you
Now talk to someone else
And I talk to the others since they
Try to connect with us
We didn't notice it since we
Ain't catch the base of it...
So you asked me again...
What's in your head now...
And I asked to myself...
What's in your head now...
And they asked to us now...
What's in our head now...
So while you'll talk with us again
While you wondering about the ideas
Behind what you just said again
Think about what is just happened
That we just talk about again
And maybe you'll catch the base of it...
So you won't ask me again
What's in your head now...
And I won't ask to myself..
What's in your head now...
They won't have to ask us
What's in our head now...
Cause...
You know it
What is in your head now
You know it
What is in your head...
You know it
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You pretend things about me
Cause we don't known each other
I try to figure out who you are
While you only try to please me
So I can't check it out
If we real fit and maybe
They're will be a future of us
That I may like to try
I just want you to be yourself
Why can't you be yourself
I just want you to be yourself
For once...
We know you can adapt yourself
But I want it real so stop your cheats
Don't show me your cheap tricks again
I can't imagine I let you touch me
It could be more satisfying
If I could stop to wonder
What's the fun to trouble my mind
When I can't say what's real or not
I just want you to be yourself
Why can't you be yourself
I just want you to be yourself
For once...
If I could staying myself
If you could staying yourself
So I'll could checking it out
If we real fit and only maybe
They're will be a future of us
That I maybe like to try...
I just want you to be yourself
Why can't you be yourself
I just want you to be yourself
For once...
I just want you to be yourself
I just want you to be yourself
Can't you just be yourself for once!
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Love Ain't Possession
03:05
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We were together and never want it end
We love each other like it will never end
We trust each other there's nothing hidden
As we want the best for us we're in Heaven
But there's a time I can't give you
everything you ask
And you freaking out and said
I don't like you enough
Even everything I give
it's never enough
Cause wishes and needs
are the same for you
Love ain't possession
Even I give myself to you
Love ain't possession
And you must let me breath
Love ain't possession
May you only let me breath
Now you understand my life cause we live together
But You still want to live like you always did before
We don't have all we want but we both have our love
And I will change nothing unless we're still together
Well that's what I though until
you said our life is hell
And you freaking out cause
you don't like the wait I dwell
Well maybe love make you blind cause
I'm still the same you meet
But you just crying like
We live in a back street shed.
Love ain't possession
Even you give yourself to me
Love ain't possession
And I must leave you breath
Love ain't possession
May you leave me without breathless
Love ain't possession
Maybe we should just let us breath...
Oh Ho, yeah...!
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Delusions Of Love
03:28
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You think that I am in love with you
You try to know what I think about you
You think all day and night about me
You feel I don't treat you the way I should
And you wonder why
I stay away of you
And you wonder why
I never go out with you
And I wonder why
You still watch me like that
And I wonder why
You says strange things and laugh
But that is just delusions of love
That is just delusions of love
And I think you are in love with me
I try to know what you think about me
I think all day and night about it
Woring if I treat you the way I should
And I wonder why
You stay away of me
And I wonder why
You never go out with me
And you wonder why
I still watch you like that
And you wonder why
I says strange things and laugh
But that is just delusions of love
That is just delusions of love
I know it's in our head, so I go with precaution
I know it could be hurt, so I'll not claim it too fast
I know it could be fake and maybe I got it all wrong
I know it's not easy I don't want to make it bad
But if you feel the same maybe it will be real
And if you like me too maybe we can make it
Even in fact we don't known each other
No matter what if we can keep the feeling on
Delusions of love...
Over your eyes...
Delusions of love...
Over my eyes...
Delusions of love...
Better staying alone than be fake loved!
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A.Ben-Art Montreal, Québec
A.Ben-Art (Alexandre Bénard) est un artiste né en 1985. Il touche autant aux beaux-arts qu’au théâtre en passant par
l'écriture, la bande dessinée, le graphisme et la musique.
« Qu’est-ce qui définie la réalité dans laquelle on vit » décrit bien sa démarche artistique.
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